Sometimes I put random thoughts into blog posts so everyone has evidence of my weirdness. In writing. Here is one of those installments.
I thought this was appropriate since..it is Friday the 13th *cue creepy music*
So a strange thing happened to me the other day. I am sure this has happened to most of you at some point. A blast from my past showed up. I don’t mean like a tiny blast either as in hand grenade. This was epic proportions big. Super-Nova even.
Have you guessed? Well if you guessed High school sweetheart you would be correct. Now mine is probably a lot longer story than some, but I will summarize. Basically we were exclusive between 8th grade (i think) and Jr year of High School. Somehow we reunite after I graduated and I go 1/2 way across the states to be with him. We come back with a plus 1 (his best friend – female). See – I am so awesome and secure that It in no way bothered me that his best friend was a chick. It was all cool. Until….the shit hit the fucking fan! Bizarre behavior ensues and basically the short end of that is…he leaves me for a lesbian. LOL No – I don’t know if that is true or not. Sorry – it just made me feel better. For all I know it could be the mother of his children. I honestly didn’t ask. So the next couple of years of my life were shit. No – it was worse than shit. It was very bad and my life plan was shot to pieces. I was alone. I am sure somewhere in this is the reason why I enjoy alpha males so much now. Abruptly honest, not intimidated by strong women, and not easily manipulated by outside forces of darkness. Analyze away.
I was traumatized. It was truly pathetic! Gak!!! I did get over it. Married a VERY alpha man and I am quite content and happy!
However, a positive thing came out of this brief chat we had. He reminded that I used to write…a lot. Mostly poetry. Yes I write poetry. Less than I did back in High School, but I still love it and it is kind of like therapy for me and historically as an adult I have kept it to myself. I know I have posted a couple on my personal FB page and 1 the “Ode to Kindle” here on the blog, but that was just silly. So I am going to start trying to write a poem a week and share it with all of you! I think I will try to channel it to something paranormal and dark maybe at times magical and light. It will be a surprise for me too!
SO feel free to comment on it. Critique it if you want! I think its only fair since I get to post my unfiltered opinions about all of these books.
Just don’t steal it please!!
So I hope everyone has a truly great weekend! For all of those going to Authors After Dark New Orleans – we are on a serious count down here – less than 30 days to go!! Basically every review between now and AAD will be a featured Author!